anxiety – Bipolar Bajillionaire

Insomnia

I haven’t slept in two days and I’m currently not tired. Time is not real when you’re not sleeping. It could be today, it could be yesterday, it could be 5 am. How would I know? All day I was crying. I guess a more accurate description is that all day water was coming outContinue reading “Insomnia”

Inside Out

I can’t sleep so I thought I would post some photos that remind me of being an undiagnosed, miserable human being who desperately needed help. And yet, I could put on a brave face and no one knew. Here I am in Rome. I loved those jeans. That’s about all I loved. I didn’t wantContinue reading “Inside Out”

Nicotine

I quit smoking yesterday. Smoking has been a crutch of mine since I was 16. I always knew I would smoke, and after my first one that knowledge was solidified. And I’m good at it. I can blow smoke rings. I look like a pro. I come from a long line of smokers and believeContinue reading “Nicotine”