Things have been hectic so I’m just going to do a brain dump.
I started this blog in a manic state and now I’m having trouble even looking at it. I’m so mad at myself for the things I did while manic, and humiliated that I have to deal with this.
My doctor prescribed 10mg more of abilify for me and it made me so tired I could barely stay awake for the drive to work, and I ended up sleeping 30 hours over the weekend. So, after complaining, they got me back down to my original dose and I feel like I can function. Sort of.
In the midst of all this I started a new job, which is always stressful. This job seems really repetitive and easy, which is probably exactly what I need right now, but for the moment seems overwhelming.
I’m a serial job-switcher. I blame bipolar. I haven’t stayed anywhere longer than a year and a half in the last 10 years. I wish I could freelance doing something, but I have nothing to offer, my great skill is data entry. I can 10-key like a son of a bitch.
In summation, my brain is chaotic, my life is chaotic, and we have Christmas to get through. I can’t wait for January 2nd.
Bipolar Bajillionaire 