Things have been hectic so I’m just going to do a brain dump. I started this blog in a manic state and now I’m having trouble even looking at it. I’m so mad at myself for the things I did while manic, and humiliated that I have to deal with this. My doctor prescribed 10mgContinue reading “Don’t Call it a Comeback”
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Oops I Did it Again
I was wrong. Pretty much about everything I’ve written here. Maybe everything I’ve ever written. Or thought. Or said. No mixed state for me. No reduction in Abilify. Instead, I got a full on manic episode and didn’t sleep for 4-5 days that I don’t remember very well. I do know that in those 4Continue reading “Oops I Did it Again”
Pills Pills Pills Every Day of the Week
My regular dinner a few years back. I’m thinking of switching my meds. I’ve been mostly stable for about 6 years, since I went to McLean hospital in Boston and they got my meds right for the first time. But I feel like things aren’t working anymore. As I said before I can’t read orContinue reading “Pills Pills Pills Every Day of the Week”
Reading
I have a degree in English. I know, I know, that’s why I’m unemployed. Reading used to be my life. I read everything. I love Haruki Murakami and Richard Yates more than I love myself. But lately, because of Abilify I believe, I can’t read. It’s like a mental block. My mind wanders, the wordsContinue reading “Reading”
Bipolar Bajillionaire 