Things have been hectic so I’m just going to do a brain dump. I started this blog in a manic state and now I’m having trouble even looking at it. I’m so mad at myself for the things I did while manic, and humiliated that I have to deal with this. My doctor prescribed 10mgContinue reading “Don’t Call it a Comeback”
Tag Archives: mental health
Unwanted Advice
During my recent manic episode my husband was so kind as to tell me I’m not bipolar, I just have really bad PMS. This made me feel both terrible and totally invalidated in a matter of seconds. But, it made me think about the things people have told me over the years about my mentalContinue reading “Unwanted Advice”
Oops I Did it Again
I was wrong. Pretty much about everything I’ve written here. Maybe everything I’ve ever written. Or thought. Or said. No mixed state for me. No reduction in Abilify. Instead, I got a full on manic episode and didn’t sleep for 4-5 days that I don’t remember very well. I do know that in those 4Continue reading “Oops I Did it Again”
Nicotine
I quit smoking yesterday. Smoking has been a crutch of mine since I was 16. I always knew I would smoke, and after my first one that knowledge was solidified. And I’m good at it. I can blow smoke rings. I look like a pro. I come from a long line of smokers and believeContinue reading “Nicotine”
Bipolar Bajillionaire 